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So I am currently down ~37 lbs, have past my half-way point and have 33 lbs to go. I have days when I feel really thin, and days where I feel like I still have sooooo far to go. This past weekend was the first weekend in a really long time that I went out partying. I made some choices that were probably not the best, but still they were drastically different from any choice I would have made in the past. I was really craving bad carbs this weekend, pad thai, lo mein, pizza, but it's the one thing I won't let myself have. I feel like even having one small carb will be a very slippery slope. Obviously, I DO have carbs like veggies, but you know which carbs I'm speaking of... the dreaded pastas, rice, bread-- all those refined carbs that go straight for the gut. So this weekend when I felt hungry for something, I allowed myself to have some more protein then I would normally have.
Now the weekend is over, and I'm back on track. I have finally joined the gym, and tonight I really PUSHED IT! It felt great! I went to the store after my workout and got some healthy veggies, and some tuna steaks and salmon. Now that I feel more comfortable with my diet, I want to focus more on my fitness plan. I have been doing a half an hour of cardio (~300 calories) and then half and hour to an hour of strength training. I am seriously thinking of getting a trainer, just so I don't feel so intimidated with some of those machines. I need to think seriously about what my goals are for the next couple of months.
My BIG goal was getting to my half-way point, and although I feel like I've come a long way I can't let myself think it's enough- I have to push through. Summer's coming so that will be a great motivator.
I am really happy with the way my body is dealing with the changes, but I really want to start toning up.
The "now" picture was taken today after my workout, so it didn't come out so great and I've actually lost a lot of weight in my face, which doesn't show in the above pictures, so I'll do just a face shot below.
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